sad

Im kinda sad. I hurt myself last night because my bro and sis were picking on me.
it was hardcore bullying.
well..its all over now, and I have to cover my arms with sleeves all the times now.
yes, im kinda hurt. but to the point where it heals like in 3-5 days.
just tiny scrapes.
not cuts.
I wanna deal with this on my own.
Ill never do it again. I promised already.
I prayed. I feel so much better now. I just wanna go on with life without mentioning this to anybody, but someone I really love.
im glad I experienced it already. I didn't wanna do it in the future.

well.
anywho. the happy me is back again. and tonight me and my family are going to see the Angels.
i think. yes haha..Im heading to go to the dentist rite now.
Ill come back and post more later.

FOREVER

well..
it has been forever.
I turned off my pocket pikachu like last month.
I got the new Tama-Go at the TRU closest to where my dad lives on August 1st.
I had so much fun that day.
so ever since that day, a lot of new things have been happening.
I have been coming up with a lot of great Ideas for my comic and stuff.
Im signing up for college [can't u believe i haven't signed up for classes yet?]
and people have been spreading rumours about me..wait, I think I already posted that LOL

but..so far. my heart keeps hurting. I REALLY like someone, but I don't want to tell him because I'm afraid of what will happen, if he says no, or if he says yes. I really want him by my side. but its harder than you think. my heart aches every day and its getting worse. I really don't wanna hurt him emotionally in any way, hearts like his are only so precious. :'(

anywho..
I'm having lost of fun with my tama-go.
btw I'm Honeichigo on Tama-Zone. and for some reason Tama-zon isn't working for me at this moment..
ok now it is:

so. my mom went to work this morning for a meeting, for only one hour so I'm not very happy. then again I feel like If I need some company. Im feeling very depressed, and I have been feeling it lately.but..well.

there are a lot of things that had happened, but Ill post them later.

and its weird cuz..
I think Ill be using this blog from now on when I have things in mind.
Ill really miss this summer though.

p.s. I might go to a Green Day concert in August 31st!
-today was the dream of the weird computer that spoke when Ilias fixed it. LOL
well, hopefully everything goes well from now on.